“My online game EMO love”

I started this game with only one thing in mind!

that is to be the strongest, and I will never be left behind!

Kaya araw gabi doon sa dummy nag grigrind!

At di ako titigil, even if my eyes goes blind!

I want to be the strongest, yan ang aking pangarap!

Cant wait till makuha lahat ng buffs!

I got one thing in mind and I will never ever stop!

Doon sa E-games forum youll see my name on top!

Then one day I saw this girl sa may BI.

Im not even sure kung babae nga siyang tunay!

she just caught my attention, siya’y makulay!

my gaming life nagkaroon ng bagong buhay!

I never thought I could fell for a girl like this!

ngayon ang intention ko na lang sya’y ma please!

pag di sya OL damn! I always miss!

Di mapakali, keep looking at my buddy list.

You’re my only mission! Ititigil lahat ng quest!

Mag oonline all night! for you I dont need to rest!

Kahit anong pagawa mo, I’ll try to pass your test!

Dahil for me you will always be the best!

Sasama ko sa iyo kahit saan pa ang raid!

Papasukin ko ang sienna kahit mapurol pa ang aking blade!

kahit pa walang als and even if  I dont get paid!

I love you girl! don’t you hear what I said!

I’ll do anything for you!!

Susugod kay Faello ng solo!

PVP? hahamunin si MICO3 ng duwelo!

Doon sa bloody Ice kahit dumapa at kumain pa ng yelo!

Pag may umaway sa iyo, aawayin ko buong guild!

Kahit pa weak ako! ouch!! at mali pa ang aking build.

Di ako tatakbo kahit pa batuhin pa ako ng shield!

Di manlalambot kahit I debuff  pa ako ng field!

After all  this! you said that you don’t like me!

I can’t do anything, I guess I got to set you free!

What will I do? babalik ba ko sa dati?

I can’t concentrate when you’re on  my mind parati!

I dont know what to do now I’m stuck in the middle!

I guess I’ll just quit! Now I’ll be a Fader

I’m so lonely and sad! Cause I miss you girl!

But I won’t take my life! Cause in real life walang ODD CIRCLE!!

Badoodles ^^ Iskitso…. Hmmmm alam ko may ibang tinamaan!!

“Nightmare”

I tried to erase your memory! yet you haunt me in my sleep.

I tried to forget your face! that is the one I cannot keep!

I shut my eyes tight! yet I am able to see!

See those lively eyes! teasing! mocking me!

Those lovely lips, those innocent smiles!

I hate it all! I shout it in denial!

I would die for it! and I wont miss,

a chance for just one kiss!

I’ll give it all, I’ll try my best,

just to see you and  that beauty in flesh.

you’re my torment, and I’m in pain!

damn! I’m not sure if I’m still sane.

If you’re not a goddess, then what are you?

Then you are my poison, that I’ll drink through and through!!

Badoodles ^^ Iskitso..

“Dying Breath”

Broken is my spirit and weak is my soul.

Sick and tired are my flesh, my mind out of control.

The years of mourning and sadness has taken its toll.

I wish you will still be there to catch me,  Again! again you let me fall!!

Still you Ignored me! And you don’t give a damn.

I still care, but you’re too numb!

You do not care, But I’m too dumb!

I’ll stay here and wait for you to love me, or wait for death to come!!

For the last time I’ll whisper that you’re my love!

Tell me again how you hate me! Give this heart the final stab!

EMOtherapy BY: Iskitso

REST

Let the blood flow from my veins,
let it drop, let it be a stain.
Let it stay there, let the memory remain.
release me from life’s ball and chain.
Cause life ain’t worth living I wont wait in vain…..

Let me take my life while I am still sane,
I am sick of living without your love to gain.
Let me rest I am tired of listening to the rain.
Let me burn in hell! I am the reincarnation of Cain.
Cause life ain’t worth living I wont wait in pain…..

EMOtherapy BY: Iskitso

The question of “Happiness” The reality of “Sadness”

THE QUESTION OF HAPPINESS

What is “happiness”? does anybody really know where to find it? people spend their lives looking for it. Are we born happy?. This is just a question so don’t get mad at me. Are we born happy? The first thing a baby does when he enters this world is “cry”. So are we born happy? Yeah, maybe some geeko will have a scientific explanation about this.

Then after years of care and love from our parents, we enter the world, The real world. The unjust world. Where inequality is seen in everyday lives. The “rich” and the “poor” the “strong” and the “weak” the “beautiful’ and the “freaks” the “genius” and the “dumb”.

But to all these differences are any of them really happy?

You will find a “rich” kid, asking where his/her parents are, why aren’t they spending enough time with him/her.. Maybe they are too busy trying to take all the money they can have, cause they thought it would make their children happy just by providing them with material things. He/she will swear that he/she will not be like his/her parents. HAPPY?

What about the “poor” kid? For sure most of them are unhappy! trying to answer the question, where is mommy? maybe she’s gossiping again, while daddy is beside her having his daily fix of drugs and alcohol. Not even thinking if their children had breakfast yet. He/she will swear that he/she will not be like his/her parents. HAPPY?

The “strong” will have a different view, bullying someone will be his/her forte, making someone elses life miserable will be their laughing stock. Deep inside most of them are afraid, fearing that one day someone will come and do all the things they did and do it to them. HAPPY?

The “weak” asking why can t I do this? why cant I do that? The daily frustration of sweating for something that a normal kid easily do. HAPPY?

While the “beautiful” spend their days caring for themselves, bath, spa, salon, gym, that goes with the daily fear of dirt, wrinkles, scars, split ends, ruined hair,  fat. HAPPY?

And then the not so beautiful, or shall we say the “freaks” deals with it every single day of their lives. acne, wrinkle, skin color, fat, curly hair and then some more. HAPPY?

The “genius” a  different dilemma, for their world is far more complicated, for they’re not easily understood, trying to explain something the best that they could and all they get is, ahhh!! uuuuum!! So what they do is live a world on their own secluded from the idiocy of the outside world, without friends. HAPPY?

What about the “dumb” maybe they are happier than the folks above, for they are dumb but they don’t know they are. The only problem is asking some questions to themselves and the answer will become another question. countless cycles of stupidity. HAPPY?

Maybe, “LOVE” is the answer, maybe love will set people free from their unhappy state. Looking for someone to love you and to understand you is hard, finding the right person will take a lifetime, falling for the wrong person is easy, just being with anyone is easier.

You may find yourself so in love with someone, you will do anything just to keep him happy and satisfied,  but what you don’t know is that to them you’re just their pass time, People may spend years together, most of those years are lived in bitterness cause one of them is unhappy, one of them wants out, one of them is unloved, or feels unloved, or is loving someone else, while the other would spend his/her time hoping, wishing, praying, waiting and wasting..

THE REALITY OF SADNESS

I know most of you will not agree, well its just me. There is no real happiness in this world, it is a misconception to shadow the fact that we’re all unhappy. Laughter will die down and smiles will fade for all they are just masks of what is truly  inside..

For sins are what we sow. sadness and suffering are what we reap. For people doesn’t have satisfaction. envious and greedy. Till there is satisfaction there wont be happiness. But we will never be satisfied. Because this is how we are made. Flesh and bones, Human, “WEAK”. Remember ADAM and EVE…

iskitso>> everybody be happy now ^^ LOL!! this is just a preview of what  is going on inside my head.. HATERS? just leave your comments….